I'm going to blog about ... anything and everything that I want to complain about. Sorry .. I'm just good at it.

Ok, first of all I hate school. pretty much everything about it considering that I even have first period off and I still can't make myself wake up early enough to get ready...so I just go looking like whatever I looked like the night before...which is usually taco mayo/subway messiness...which brings me to my next point...
I have to go to work pretty much every day after school ...leaving me with just an hour to do whatever I want...which isnt even long enough to do what I really want. so I usually go to sleep for a little bit and wake up just in time to make it to work...5 minutes late. And work...ugh...work...don't get me started. I swear I have the easiest job ever, but it still gets on my nerves that I have to go up there and listen to crazyyyyy customers who want me to count out the number of pickles and olives on their freaking sanwhiches or who make me re make a salad because I cut the tomatoes on the cutting board instead of a peice of paper...wow! seriously, you have no idea how many crazy people come into subway and know my formulas better than I do! I like the people I work with and all but sometimes I just would rather be at home getting something productive done instead of just trying to find something to clean that has already been cleaned like 30 times just so I don't get fired for not doing anything.
Then of course there is all this that I am frustrated about...and on top of it..I get 20 questions every night from my mom about why she doesn't see me anymore and how upset SHE is about it. I wanna say...well I'm so sorry for you that I am so busy. I bet that is really really hard for you. I miss her too and all my family and my friends who are usually at my house while I am working...so I know if I was at home I could be spending time with them...and it would be great and all...but when she says that I feel guilty. Like I should tell her sorry for having a job and all...but anyway..
after getting off at 10 when I was supposed to get off at 8 and then coming home at about 10 45 at night and doing homework I am just ready for bed...so that I can wake up again and do the same thing over and over again...
I am just glad that I have weekends and great friends. thank goodness for those two things because when they come together i really just forget about all the bad stuff going on and try to have a good time! then again there is always that paycheck that makes it pretty much worth while too...so I guess after all my complaining I can't really complain at all (yeah right!)